Disclaimer: I DO NOT CARE FOR THE OPINION OF ANYONE NOT LISTED WITHIN THIS BLOG. IF YOU'RE READING THIS, YOU CAN AMUSE YOURSELF, BUT PLEASE DON'T RESPOND. KNOW THAT I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR OPINION!!!
Why is life so......damned difficult?
Why is life so......full of heartaches and pitfalls?
Why is life so......hard to plan for?
Why is it when we want the simple things in life that it never happens?
Life these days is decent, but why do I always want the things that I can't have? No, I don't mean money, fame, cars, etc., I mean, a hand to hold, someone to hold.....friends to hang out with without having to worry about tomorrow....about jobs or how to pay for next month's rent. Am I just looking for too much in life these days? Should I lower my standards and just settle? I know I shouldn't lower my standards, but it's getting harder and harder not to. I can see why/how some of my former friends have done the same. I'm tired of always being the one holding the short end of the stick. I'm tired of most women taking advantage of my generosity and my kindness, but I don't know how to be the 'bad boy'. I'm stuck in a point of my life, and I don't know how the hell to get out of this rut. I don't know enough people around here to go start some new hobby, i.e. bike club, or anything like that. I don't have enough friends that 1) don't have sigificant others (no, not a shot at anyone), 2)aren't time consumed by work and/or school or 3)or trust enough that I could count on them with my life, if need be (i.e. getting drunk and counting on them to take care of me).
Some of you may be thinking (especially the ones who DON'T know me), "Man, just get over it, stop your bitching and moaning and do something about it!!" To you, I say fuck off!! If you've never had a point in your life where you didn't question what the hell is going on, then you're not really LIVING a life. That means you're proabably just coasting through life...and probably on someone's else's money (i.e. daddy or mommy). Yes, I know life's hard, but it'd be nice to catch a break once in a while.
As the lyrics in one of my favorite songs goes, ".....not even diamonds, just a little gold....."
*sighs*
Well, I suppose I'll get off of this little soap box. Hopefully, tomorrow I'll feel better and won't give this another thought......
Night all.
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3 comments:
Not here to give my opinion cause you said you couldn't care less anyway... just know that you're not alone.
Cheers and have a happier tomorrow.
Thanks....I know I'm not alone, it just damn feels like I am!!!
happier tomorrow = 5 shots of tequila?
I hate all this shit...life...I mean, too. Everything is so damned hard and I need a break from reality. When are they going to invent a brain machine you can plug yourself into and go to Tahiti for a 'week' and be back to work at eight a.m.? I feel you Matt...I really do.
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