Those far from you will celebrate with parties much this month, but you will sit at home, alone, in the dark, wondering why, this late in life, you have become an expert at throwing your own kind of party, the self pity party.
You are reminded by a long lost friend that you are not the only one in the world with problems, and you are conflicted when you argue that your problems feel very big and real to you, even though you know there is horrific human suffering across the globe way far worse than any stupid "problems" you may have.
You will experience extreme homesickness this month and be very lonely. Your flowers will not bloom until next month, and maybe not even then. Haha.
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